“You Can Have ALL Of Me”

This has been such a trying year for me . I've cried more this year than I ever have. But yet , God has been so faithful. I put my pen down, I wasn't consistent in my prayer life. I engage in things that bc God convicts my heart I shouldn't have. I did it bc I wanted too. I did it because I wanted it to fix what was currently going on. Even while I was going through all I was going through. God never left me. He continues to love me the same. 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾 I'm grateful!

A few weeks ago, I was in the most uncomfortable place. I weeped for help. I asked... "God what are you doing in this season of my life"? What is going on? Nothing is going right. I can't get my footing. I'm trying to understand but I don't. He said daughter I've been with you, waiting for you to dine with me. Waiting for you to commune with me, but you thought the world had your answer. "He said what you search for is only found in your Father". He said I made all your resoures unavailable to you, but not to hurt you or harm you, but to SHOW myself to you.

He said I need you back in the secret place with me. He said go to the mountain top and stay there until I tell you it's time to elevate higher. He said I want you to be in such a place with me that even in your not knowing what's going on, you will know the WHO! It begin to all make sense to me. Even, when I wasn't talking to Him, He still was covering and speaking to me. All I could do in that moment was say thank you Lord...

I told God... HELP ME!!! If your spirit don't do it, I can't. I feel like I'm drowning. I don't feel like myself. I need you. And He begin to tell me I need ALL OF YOU! So I made up my mind ... GOD you can have all of me I'm yours. There is nothing that I love in this world so much that I would allow me too not have a relationship with my Father! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!! I said whatever I have to do. Whatever I need to let go of. Whoever that is in my life that needs to go they have to go. It doesn't matter what or who!!! My salvation means more.

So, Father my prayer is that you will lead me, guide me into ALL TRUTH. May I continue to search for you and find you. May I always live in Matthew 6:33, and Psalm 91! May both of these be my secret weapon. May your spirit, dwell in me always. May I become more and more like you in thoughts, words, your love and actions. Lord teach me how to make better decisions. May I continue to search your word high and low, that it changes me from the inside out. May my mind be renewed through your word. May my prayer life elevate to another dimension through Jesus. Lord I say to you! "Have All Of Me", I'm yours...

Still your

HIScoach

❤️ CHELL